Paint It Black

For the record I am one of the most liberal... if not THE most liberal.... of people I know in my career field. That being said I am for some things.

1: Looser drug laws- See; Denmark, Spain.... duh

2: Regulate rather than prohibit prostitution- See Germany... many other european countries that allow it with medical license. 

3: Gun control- I never mention this because people flip out, but seriously I have been told Canadians are scared to come to fucking Montana because they feel they will get shot

4: Health care- we pay fucking taxes so why not?

Well thats what I can think of in this less than perfect frame of mind Im in. I want to reflect on #2. I have found out from... some ones experience (I did nothing honest to god not even being sarcastic there)... that there is rampant slavery in America still. It doesn't care about race or religion, age or probably even sex (though I have seen none of the age and sex related IN AMERICA, though the age is debatable by a year or two). It seems to target women in america. You see these fragile humans confined behind cage doors. These women in dresses at godknowswhen in the morning. They are being sold for sex. They are fearful, they are timid, and they are so god damned heart breaking. I just want to put it out there. It is terrible and needs to stop. God it broke my heart seeing that shit.

Other than that Im doing fantasticle. Just got back from Asia (gheee in places, not so bad in others, still Asian in all). Realized I am growing up even more, realized that sucks cowass, and decided that I need to do something to preserve my image. I mean before you know it Ill be wearing khaki pants and collared shirts everywhere. Ill be greasing my hair and wearing bifocals. Fuck. NO ONE WANTS THAT SHIT. Gotta get my shit right with my mind right. 

Doxy- technicolor dreams and jungle bugs

This anti malaria shit Im taking is fucking insane. Your subconscious  can give you a WAY bigger trip than your regular mind. The only downside is that things in the real world make you wake up and feel insane. I have seen lightning while waking up, gone through junior high, done way too much work (definitely the worst part), had epic battles... all because of an anti-biotic. The worst part is that EVERY FUCKING NIGHT I hear an alarm. Some shit goes awry in my dreams and I wake up. The cause of this is a fucking jungle bug that I swear is intent on making my life miserable. IAMSOSLEEPY cause this fucking bug wants some jungle bug ass. Like constantly I guess. I will make it a point to, whenever I get the chance, spray two to four (depending on my toe flexibility) aerosol cans in the air to cause climate destruction and ultimately the demise of the jungle and jungle bug. CURSE YOU JUNGLE BUGS!!!

I hope he shuts up soon so I can get some sleep. I always worry if I will stay asleep though. If I do I have a chance to be in for a treat.

PLEASE SHUT UP JUNGLE WHORESLUTBITCH BUG!

So let us not talk falsely now, the hour is getting late

HI!

My life has taken a turn for the fantastic as of late, I have reflected on myself, and found that I have been a' changin. Have you ever looked back at a previous you and thought "WTF?". That happens too me all too often. The most recent eye opener I had made me realize I have been being quite an emotional wreck for the better part of eight to ten years. That's quite a bit for someone as young as I am! I've often put up this "Dont give a damn" front, but when no one is looking, or when shit got serious, I just couldn't handle myself. I believe I have gotten past this stage. I realize that I give many fucks about many things, but I am pretty much chill as hell now. I don't think I can get worked up by much. When I do I think I can let it out intelligently... or at least babble in a more coherent way than before! My previous musings at my awesomeness have been a cover that I didn't even recognize, but now I can type before you and say "I could be much worse off".

So what's going so great for me? Career progression. The type of person that I am doesn't really seek praise or reward, so when it comes my way I get an even better sense of gratification from it. Gotta keep movin forward! The other thing that has been getting my spirits up so much is TRAVEL! OH LORDY do I like to travel. Probably I have a Gypsy soul, and it's to blame. FO' SHO. Been getting myself some exposure to odd, gross, beautiful, saddening, inspiring among other adjectives... cultures. This planet is too god damned big to keep yourself comfortable! Seriously I want anyone who might read this... probably just myself as I read back over it and tell myself I'm great... to set a goal to get out in the world. Not fucking the East Coast if you've never been (not missing out). Even if you've never been to Alaska or Hawaii... not a regular old state. .. GO! EVEN BETTER: Stay in some shit hole in some weird country. Get super hot cause thesemotherfuckerssurelikethemsomesweat. Eat some weird shit (termites: they don't taste too bad, but I couldn't do more than one) Then go stay in some impressive work of architecture, like a five star hotel in Thailand, for the price of SHIT in the US. Go out to their bars, get harassed by hookers, eat some shit you KNOW your stomach will get pissed off at you for. Holy balls I want to backpack around all of the everywhere now. I know some people have been there, done that, but fuck you. I need me some more travelin in the supa near future.

Anyway I ought to head to bed. I just thought Id give the world a "holla". Hopefully I'll remember to write again soon. Hopefully I'll remain this unbearably optimistic and cheerful about life.